See through my eyes so you can understand your own visions.
A sense of urgency is always the ego. Slow down, pause, and feel the heart as to which path follow
The energy of urgency can fuel fires.
Slowing down and flowing like water can replenish the oceans of our soul.
If you feel the urge to move faster, follow the wind- she will take you far. You can steer unlike the water. If you steer too steep, you may feed into fire again.
The safe zone is to be the tree.
Rooted while watching from above.
Cherish these times for they are the last of the old world. Purge the contents of your old life; this itself will heal you. Free yourself from material burdens and shine brightly with weightlessness as it’s cleared.
Morning/Dawn is on the horizon. All will feel less dense and freedom will feel effortless. Darkness will absorb through the cracks of Earth. All will be revealed.
The time is now. The new dawn of Christ by another name. Keep the angelic mind and form.
Keep purging. Your time is now. The shift is upon you. Beckoning you to open the last door of your goals on Earth at this time. Life will keep getting better from here.
Heaven on Earth is truly within you. You are so close, dear one.
Treat your queues with love and patience in flow. Do not treat as structure and form. Do not attach purpose to flow.
Flow has no end point; only a change of rhythm.
What feels good to do first? Start there and create. Resistance shows up as procrastination. Ask yourself why this resistance is present with certain tasks. Is your resistance due to fear? Perhaps the way you approach the task is off. Think organically, not purposefully. Make it fun; not with duty. Quick tidbits vs planned itinerary.
If what you wish to present feels like too much, then let this be your sign that you have stepped into a plan and not a state of flow.
Being in flow will always feel good to you. Being in flow feels leisure. Being in flow means that your heart is alive! Being in resistance means your brain is trying to override the heart. Let your heart speak louder.
Vision: I see myself just after jumping off a cliff side, floating inside a spinning blue portal. It feels like water is rushing around me. Opposite the cliff side, I see another ledge just above to where I can reach. I manage to hoist my forearms on top and can peak my head up to see what lies ahead. If I can just hoist my body up- I know I could just start waking this path effortlessly to this next timeline.
It seems as if this portal is the in between space of what once was and what will be next. I do not feel fear, yet I am confused as to how I can hoist my body up to this next ledge without any leverage available.
This is where the present moment is so powerful. In the meantime, we can just focus on doing what we love to build up our frequency. One step at a time. No rushing. No need to be in the future too soon.
Patience and trust. We can just float in this space without any expectation or itinerary to follow. Just flow at your own pace and leverage will appear in perfect timing. This is the new earth energy; this is the flow state.
I was recently going back and forth between deciding to do something important in my life…
I asked “How will I know which choice would benefit me most?”
I was shown the infinity symbol which had rainbows rotating off of the loops. I was told that no matter the choice, more rainbows would appear. By choosing based on how I felt in that present moment, I was making the perfect choice. No matter the choice, more rainbows will keep reappearing since I am infinity.
I was then shown to use tunnel vision to carry out my decision. No looking back.
I have been getting many messages from my guides lately of how important it is to stay in our tunnel. Tunnel vision. Keep moving forward, and follow the light ahead. When inside the tunnel, we are safe. We cannot look to the left or right, we cannot see behind us. We can only keep looking forward. When you are feeling stressed, step back and visualize your tunnel. This is your present moment.
Channeled message
Inexorable tendencies… The world of light and life is upon you. Buckle up, the beginning will be bumpy, but the ride will smooth out come January. Pet your animal friends, paint that picture, do what you love in every present moment. The sparkles and diamond light will surround you more as you stay present in your states of bliss.
Fear not the bumps, as they are more reserved for the others who are waking up for the first time. Just sit back and watch – do not involve yourself into their timelines. Stay in your tunnel, and keep trusting that all is well for you and your family.
And away we go!
The time is now!
It’s here!
You have waited eons, and you have finally made it! Keep your seatbelt on as we pass the final hump. Watch from above. The chaos does not belong to you.
Please pardon my absence. I have gone within for quite some time now. Whilst in my cave of enlightenment, I have become well versed with automatic writing via my higher self. I was guided to begin sharing. I discovered that my higher self is creating help for the collective.
Please only take what resonates. These channelings are unedited, and are exactly what came through on paper. The reference of “they” in this channeling refers to the unawakened ones. The reference of “the zone” is referring to the present moment within yourself. The absence of anything outside of you such as the news, outer influences, distractions, etc.
The great divide will be conquered depending what timeline you reside in. All endings to come. It is/will be over soon. The shift has begun, and the people of humanity will slowly (in their own time) see the truths of the depth of their souls. Fear is their catalyst. Just share love and understanding to those who try to push their agenda on you. They are fearful, and do not yet see how the masses project the fears and magnetize it.
The gears shift notch-by-notch and they will see. Stay in your zone. Stay in your lane as their parallel lane will crumble and end. They will see the path of their lane end. They will be confused, and they will become mad. Anger is their next catalyst. Calm at the end of the storm will appear prior to the rainbows. At this time, their path of fear is ending. You will already be far ahead in the next dimension while sending light to show them the way to the next path of their enlightenment. Your light is the beacon, the lighthouse. They are moths chasing the flame of light that is you.
Now is the shifting point where they will be in the dark and your love will shine light for them to see the way. It is time now. Just stay in your zone as theirs crumbles. No strength is needed as you have already used it up on your own journey. You have made it to the shift point while they have just begun to see it all. You are here to guide them with love and patience. No strength is needed when you stay in your present now of bliss within you. Send out the breadcrumbs of light. The time is now. They will find you sooner than later.
I went to sit on the couch in the front room. I never sit there. It was overcast and I opened the curtains to sit and look out the window. All of a sudden, a flash of light hits me in my face. It’s the sun, peeking through the trees from a tiny hole in the clouds as if it’s a spotlight directly onto me. I close my eyes and stare at the bright orange swirls behind my eyes move around. It feels intense and heavy as if a weighted blanket was laid upon me. I feel slightly woozy for a second, as the wave of this warm energy lulls me. I think to myself “this must be what cats feel when they lay in the sun.” When I can’t handle the intensity any longer, it suddenly stops. The sun disappears and I’m back in the overcast shade. I look at where the sun was and there is no sign it was ever there. At this moment I realize that this was the flash I have heard of. The whole moment lasted about 60 seconds.
This photo is from my 8 year old son. He said that the other day, he saw the sun peaking through the clouds and it “looked like the entrance to heaven”. He told me that when he looked at the sun, he could hear its frequency. He then drew the experience and it looks like light language and sigils surrounding the sun. We both had Flash moments. How magical!
In meditation yesterday, I walked through these giant pillars. My skin turned to lava as I was now the sun. I turned into a Phoenix and flew around in delight. Once finished, I went to go back through the pillars and found it to be closed by a golden gate. Everything on the other side of the gate was in black and white… We are now in rebirth mode, there is no going back.
I’ve decided to do a post about cord cutting and removal. It is such an amazing way to remove what my guides call “detriments”. Don’t let anything you may have previously learned deter you from cord cutting. I have seen many fears regarding cord cutting, as if you are removing an entire lifeline from a person or thing. The cords grow back just like stubble. Just a mere thought of a person creates a new cord. Cord removal can remove years and lifetimes worth of old energy without formally severing ties to a person. Also, anything that you read that causes you fear, is not of highest light. Fear-mongering even in an innocent form is just a program.
Before I begin, I also want to point out how important it is to be as specific as possible when speaking to our guides. I used to think the act of setting an intention was more like goal setting. Nope. I discovered that setting an intention is actually a fancy way of saying “ be specific as possible as to what you want”. It took me years of wishy washy responses and outcomes to realize that I just wasn’t specific enough. For example, before meditation I used to set the intention to clear my head. Now, I set the intention to clear my energy by cutting cords to XYZ and to ground it into the earth. Or I would like to travel to _____ today in the future around 2024. Do you see the difference of energy that specificity creates?
When cord cutting, I tend to do one issue per meditation. This gives me more time to find them and repair the area, and also this allows smooth integration on the days following the self clearing process.
I will now write out my own process of going into a meditative state prior to any clearing work or astral travel work. I typically meditate for about 20-30 minutes at a time. I am extremely visual so it doesn’t take more than 5ish minutes to be in a meditative state and then images and words, spoken or audible come through quite fast. This is how you know you have tapped into your higher self. Your thoughts will become super fast. Your guides most likely will speak in your own thinking voice. Pay attention to the tone and speed of which they speak. This is how you can begin to differentiate and eventually, with practice you will hear their own voices.
I close my eyes and put on meditation music. My favorite music is by a group called Electric Sound Bath, which I find on Apple Music. I begin to take slow, long breaths. On inhale, I visualize all of my energy in light form float up to the sky, above the trees, then shoot out to the universe. On exhale, all of the universe light comes down over and inside me, through my feet and into earth. Then once the light is inside the earth, I visualize it as golden lit roots traveling to the center of the earth. The center of the earth looks like a giant ball of magma- this is the central sun. I do this for about 5-10minutes. This practice helps me reach to the Universe while grounding me to earth at the same time.
Once I feel centered in this space, I state my intention. Earlier on this day, I came to the awareness of poverty consciousness. I said to my guides “please help me find, cut, and remove cords to help heal my poverty consciousness once and for all.”
At this point, I start seeing images. Sometimes I will see pictures, or even the image of a word. As if the word is floating in my field of vision. Sometimes I will see scenes from a movie to help describe a similar issue in my life as a reference. I call this imagery, my spiritual encyclopedia. For decades, I have created associations to images or scenes for my visual encyclopedia.
When I asked to see the poverty cords, I saw one main cord with three cords branching off from it. One was attached to my armpit, another at my shoulder, and the third on my neck. Oddly enough, I often have physical issues with the left side of my body in these areas. I began looking at these cords and noticed that there were scabs on the skin where the cord entered my body. The scabs symbolize healing that I have already done. I gently began to pry away the loose bits of scab. I then began to rub gently on the cord base, one branch section at a time. These cords were about 1-2 inches in diameter. I have seen larger cords before around 4-5 inches in diameter. As I pull on cords, the momentum begins and you can start pulling with more force if you feel guided. I sometimes feel like a magician pulling never ending scarves out of a hat. The cords are so long sometimes! Once I was done pulling these branches cords from my shoulder areas, I noticed they kept getting stretchy similar to chewed bubble gum pulled apart. It was long, stringy and stretchy. I picked up the floppy cords and hoisted them up to the universe, which transmutes them into rain. Then it rains to the ground and becomes earth. I have also seen cords before with thorns and tar!
I then turn to the gaping holes left behind on my body from where the cords were removed. I visualize a putty type substance. It is made of divine light. Today, I made it of gold sparkly putty to symbolize my poverty consciousness issue. I took away the poverty and replaced the gap with gold. I stuff the holes until it is like packed brown sugar in a measuring cup. Then I smooth out the top surface and thank my guides for their assistance. I will get chills of confirmation.
So, that’s it! If you don’t want to remove any cords, you don’t have to. Simply cutting cords is like a haircut, you will have stubble left over. I tend to like removing the cords if I know I am over a situation, such as moving on from an ex. I have trimmed and cleaned cords before when I am not done learning lessons regarding a person or situation. I have had a 20+ year friendship where I just trimmed and cleaned up the cords and had profound effects on our friendship. There was black sludge similar to tar surrounding her giant cord. Once it was cleaned, our tension was removed.
The timing regarding for grow back depends on each individual. A large clearing for a person such as complete removal can remain sealed for quite some time. However if you are around this person frequently, the cords will gradually grow back. Cutting and removal cords will assist in less thoughts overall regarding the issue. It depends on the lengths taken to remove a person or situation from your life. If you cut the cords and then search for the person via social media, you will have growth occur more quickly than if you didn’t.
I hope this helps. Please leave any questions in the comments!
I woke up today feeling like I was hit by a bus. So much pain, similar to whiplash. I asked my guides “What is this pain? Is this me purging?” They answered, “This is alchemy and fine tuning. The pain is your resistance”.
I did an automatic writing session for the collective, and the following is what was said…..
Today is the day things get easier. All the glitter is yours for the taking. You just have to see it, to grab it. Just dream it or imagine it. All your fears will melt away upon surrender. The time is now to shine your sparkle. You are the stars in the sky. Twinkle your starlight and spread the word. All dreams do come true. All you have to do is surrender the cloak of fear.
Surrendering…
I have realized that all this time I have been waiting for myself to realize who I am. To acknowledge my truest self, and be amazed. My ego has endlessly searched for something or someone on the outside to recognize me, but it was me the whole time waiting for myself.
To awaken is to finally see yourself. To realize that what you have chased for so long was already there, unrecognized. Inner child healing success. I finally see her. When I tap in and let the emotions and energy flow, it feels exotic.
All it took was surrendering. The path to surrendering is finding out specifically what to surrender. Finding out the who-what-where and why was the longest part of my journey.
For me, it was letting go of the constant controlling of myself. It was finally realizing how much I am always saying “I should or shouldn’t” to every facet of my life and mentality.
I have constantly chased the idea of freedom my entire life only to discover that I have caused myself to feel trapped in a self imposed prison.
I have had some breakthroughs recently that helped me figure this all out. One could call them epiphanies, they are also known as downloads, or activations from the higher self. I call these downloads epiphanies so that others can understand how subtle our higher self teachings can be. Everyone has the power to receive downloads, the trick is learning how to recognize them when they arrive.
I was so inside myself during these moments that I felt the energy pushing and swirling throughout my body and the release felt similar to the ecstasy of an orgasm. The energy felt like electricity meshed with the fluidity of water swirling down a stream.
All of this energy was all of my blocks pouring through and out of me. This is what freedom feels like. I had been chasing freedom in physical form only to realize that freedom actually comes from within. Freedom to be myself, and my allowing of it to flow without censorship.
So my advice for you dear reader is to chase yourself. What have you put on the back burner for too long? It is time to pick it back up again and move forward with it passionately without expectation on how it will turn out. Fill this yearn and desire with heartfelt, uncensored passion. Feel the energy that ignites within you as you tap into this part of yourself. This energy is you! This is the part of you that you have kept hidden for so long. It’s the magical power of our inner child.
I came to the self realization long ago that expectation was the ultimate buzzkill. We subconsciously set up expectations of other people, experiences, and even of how our goals will play out. I thought that if we don’t label potential outcomes with an expectation, we can stay in the present and go with the flow of life.
I thought I had it all figured out. With this revelation, I thought life would be smooth sailing. I used to scoff at those who would get hyped up, only to be let down. I never hyped myself up about things, so I ended up remaining neutral if things didn’t work out as planned. I never visualized potential outcomes because I was convinced that doing so would somehow cancel out whatever ideal outcome I had. This worked for me well over a decade.
I recently discovered that having no expectations helped ruin my faith and trust in the Universal flow of life. I stopped imagining what life could be like one day, thinking I was successfully staying in the present. I was slowly but surely becoming increasingly bitter. Living life without expectation was the same as living a life with no dreams. My life became stale and a new life seemed unattainable. What was the point of dreaming when everything we expect to happen never ends the way we thought it would?
I now realize how deeply this affected me. I had actually blocked myself from the Universe. I thought that by not having expectations, I was surrendering control to the universe. I was going with the flow. Nope. Doing so was yet just another form of the ego trying to control myself and my thoughts. This one-way thinking was just camouflage for my true feelings and blocks inside.
I discovered that I had actually replaced where my expectation energy went. You see, energy does not just disappear. It is transmuted into something else. Well, I ended up moving the energy of expectation into blocking myself from my true self; my inner child.
Children are the ultimate expression of excitement and expectations of wonder and delight. As a defense mechanism, I refused to let my inner child have excitement! Instead of allowing my inner child to be free, I have locked her away in a self imposed prison. I did not allow her to dream and be free to explore.
I have blocked myself so much so that I stopped all of my artistic endeavors. I see how my expectation energy has transferred itself here. I began to expect my art to be a certain way, thus leading to disappointment in the outcome. I used to paint everything. Furniture, murals, canvas, even shoes. I used to draw endlessly, even dabbled in tattooing. I looked back to find that I didn’t do any of these things anymore. I realized that every time I began a new idea, I would become blocked in my inspiration, and would just quit before I even really got started. Eventually… my art degree turned into a science degree and I joined the rat race of life. I literally ditched my inner child.
How have I become so unrecognizable to myself? When did I start to lose myself?
I decided to make two lists. One list was all the times where I could see trauma. Those times when people made fun of me in school, traumatic experiences in life & with guys I dated, and times when I went down a different path than I had planned.
The second list was of all the times I was the happiest in my life. I compared the lists and couldn’t believe what I saw. I found that all the times I was happiest was when I was painting or doing some form of artwork. The gradual downfall of my artistic endeavors synced up perfectly with the traumas of my youth. All I could see was this damaged inner child going deeper and deeper into her inner prison over the course of my life. All this time, I thought I was protecting her from further damage. However doing so only hurt her even more. My inner child is literally a caged bird unable to fly.
This is a perfect example of that saying:
“Your outer life is a reflection of your inner life”.
Understanding where my blocks began helped me finally figure out how to fix them. My biggest take away epiphany is that all of our blocks are of the inner child.
If you feel guided, try to make your own trauma vs happy list to see how they mirror one another. See what timeline you were in when your happiest moments started to fall away. What were they replaced with? Knowing these triggers is a great way to find where our blocks lie.
Another bit of homework is to check out the book ‘Reconciliation: Healing the Inner Child’ by Thich Nhat Hanh. Just reading the introduction helped me realize how poorly I have treated my inner child. Thich Nhat Hanh explains how important it is to just recognize the inner child is there with us. Just giving the inner child attention and recognition helps heal ourselves from the inside out.
We all get stuck in that point of our life where we don’t feel like we are moving forward, and there is no end in sight. This can cause us to fear that nothing can change any time soon. These times feel like we are stuck in a limbo period, or set on the repeat button.
Most times during these lulls, we learn the most information that will assist our future. Without this limbo, we would not have time to reflect, tweak perspectives and expectations. This is a time of refinement. This also rings true of the Hermit and The Hanged Man in tarot. Visualize a toy race car. The ones that you wind up, let go and they go fast. The limbo period is the wind up period. We are winding up backwards in slow motion – this is preparation for when we let go of the car. Our life (aka, wind up car) shoots off with so much momentum! The slow backwards wind up seems monotonous and worrisome- but just around the corner is everything falling into place with the perfect timing.
Resist the urge fight the universal timing of life. If you move too soon, your momentum may not have the power of perfect timing.
Gentleness nurtures the inner child.
Letting go of self-constriction. Letting go of the feeling that we should be doing more. Letting go of the noise; the constant running gears of the ego and brain.
I have been trying so hard to control my outcomes, that I lost sight of myself and how my body was reacting to all the resistance of me not wanting to slow down. I now see how pushing so hard worked great in the 3rd dimension. However, in the 4th and 5th dimension, this pushing hard doesn’t work anymore. Pushing hard now acts as resistance.
I need to just Be. I want to just flow instead of trying to always control something. At what point though does flowing become accepting what is not wanted?
Perhaps it does not become something to be accepted in the when you are in flow. That the constant fighting against the universe of giving me what I don’t want was in fact the very energy I was sending to the universe of things that it thought I wanted? Energy goes where energy flows. I gave the universe a need for control and it ends up controlling me.
The only way out of this constrictive spiral is to be gentle with ourselves. It’s not just on the self care physical level. This mental level is a completely different entity of self care. The allowing of ourselves to just Be, and not control every future moment is the gentleness I speak of. It’s knowing when to take a deep breath to just center yourself. It’s the blind faith that everything will just work out and be the way it flows and transforms. The refusal to just accept things… Not in a way of failure or constriction but instead to see acceptance as it is all just perfect the way it is flowing. Trusting the process, blind landings. Having the guts to make the jump is the hard part. This is due to us feeling like a loss of control. The definition of resistance is literally the refusal to accept!
Being gentle with ourselves and slowing down is Inner Child therapy. As children, we saw the lives our parents and ancestors lived, so we took the reigns and grew up with the same expectations of life. We knew even as children that we would need to fight for what we want and work hard for it. We thought that we had to sacrifice to be successful; what does that even mean? That sentence is a contradiction! We have ended up sacrificing ourselves to fit into this box labeled success. I realize now as an adult that the word success is subjective and will not look the same for everyone. I think the inner child work at hand is to realize that there is no need to sacrifice yourself in order to be happy with your life. When you are constantly chasing this idea of success passed on from our ancestors programming, we are repeating a cycle that does not work.
This sacrifice is what leads to inner resistance and trauma. This is the moment we have all been waiting for. This is the revolution and ascension of earth. We are all waking up to what we really need and want. It’s time to get back into the shoes of our youth before we thought we had to be something that looks good to someone else.
Lately, I keep flashes of my youth at various ages. I realize that each memory precedes a time when my thinking shifted into a program. If you are reading this, take this as a prompt to do the same for yourself. Look back at your childhood and find when you were fully you, before you thought you wanted to look or be like someone else you looked up to. I keep having these visions of how happy I was and how free I felt. This is the inner child realm we need to get back to.
Easier said than done, right? Well this is what 2020 is about. The world is seemingly broken because all of its inhabitants have been living lies based on what they were programmed to do. So it’s all breaking down and crumbling. The resistance became so strong that the entire population of earth began to crumble. It’s so hard now to just move on and start a completely different life while things are still shifting out of the old. This for me, is where my new resistance issues started. I now realize that this is the time to FLOW with these changes. Trying to control what is happening is just going to make it all feel worse. The energy feels like we are falling off a cliff side avalanche, and we are scrambling to grab moving rocks to stay on top. This is the time to do the mental work of reprogramming ourselves. This is the time to be gentle with ourselves. As a child, we just wanted that special person to rub our back and take our worries away… we are that special person for our inner child. It’s time to slow down and listen to that little person inside of us begging to just go play. As we work on ourselves, we are working on the outside forces at play. Working on our inner child is what will heal this earth and transform us into the New Age. Working on our inner child’s wishes will ultimately lead us to our truth. No more lies based on what society tells us to be.
Gentleness is what is needed now. There are many people who have not realized this yet. They see the world crumbling and fear they are falling with it. Their resistance comes out as anger. This is where responsibility comes into play for you see, we are all one. If you pass by someone who is angry, instead of feeling anger back, send them gentle energy instead. Just visualizing this energy flowing towards them actually does sink into their aura! The more we can all be gentle with each other, means the more inner child’s are being comforted. We are all in this together and once we are all done flowing through this rough sea of energy, there will finally be peace on earth. It all begins with the inner child healing.
The Wandering Starseed 